Dear friends, I haven’t written in a while, and to be honest I haven’t written due to the lack of inspiration in my life lately

That being said, I have been extremely happy and doing well, and been really focusing on myself, my dog, and my job (YAY) Although ,I had lost track of actually taking moments to relax.

I guess nothing had quite touched my soul-the way I felt like it should for a while.

I’ve sat down multiple times in the past months trying to write again, and I couldn’t, I’ve ended up doodling, crimpling the page into a ball and tossing it away.

My life really just needed some inspiration, just a little spark, re lighten my life a little.

And here I am now, months later, able to run my cheap “ Papermate” pen across the page once again, and I guess now typing it out to you guys to read.

Here it goes, I spent a full day relaxing with 4 amazing friends, in a place that I found a great amount of peace with myself.

The 4 of us, set off to “St.Marks Summit” in Vancouver, where we planned to celebrate my best friends birthday, little did I know it was the most beautiful and heavenly place I had been. 

I could never imagine that day resulting into finding myself again, and finding myself at such peace, but hey there I was, after I reached the top of the summit, in complete awe, looking off into the sun that shimmered across the ocean, I stood their, my face staring straight into the beaming sun, I found my place of infinity.

I’ve blogged previously about how important it is to “ find your place” a place to escape to find yourself again when feeling a little lost, or to release your demons, and I can sure tell you this, this place, and with these 4 people, are it, this is the moment I needed.

I will never be able to explain the exact feeling I got from this place, but I haven’t felt so alive in a very long time, and never felt so grateful to be alive and be able to experience the beauty the world has for us to see, and experience.

And until you guys go to this place, I can tell you one thing, this place feels like you are on top of the world, staring off the to what looks like the edge of the earth, and in complete silence, I was sitting on the edge of the summit, dangling my feet over the summit’s edge, sun blazing, whispering wind through the trees, I sat there with tears running down my warm cheeks, just admiring what beauty our world has. It truly hit me, this impact of beauty struck me, and lifted away any care in the world, there I was crying over the fact I felt so lively, grateful and inspired all at the same time.

I was so grateful to be standing there, being able to look back on how far I’ve come, and the fact that there was a day I didn’t want to see the world anymore because I thought there was nothing left for me, anything left to see, I saw no beauty anymore, and to be standing there, I had this impact come over me, that I made it, I’m standing there so happy, and I realized that I’ve been so happy for so long now, and I’m there to experience it. 

It was a very inspirational moment for myself and I’ve never felt like that before. I felt like I was on top of the world, and that I could be and accomplish anything. I felt infinite.

I will never let go of this place, and I will return to this place, and I hope it touches my bare soul like this every time, and I do hope to return with my 4 beautiful friends who experienced this place of heaven on earth with me.

Nothing will ever get me there, no darkness, no demon, only angels live here, and you will see it too if you go there, it will change your world forever. And it has most definately changed mine.

I will now and forever be infinite .

To infinity and beyond friends, 

to infinity and beyond.